"IF ONLY YOU" Danny Saucedo and Eric Saade fanficion, written by Nika (me).
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Chapter Six – “For you... I Break Myself In Two”
-“It’s time for me to go” I realised suddenly, and sighed.
-“Oh rght...” Danny said in agreement.
-“I bet Molly and Janna think we are both lying half dead on the floor with a hell of a hangover” I said, and Danny laughed.
-“Boy, when will I see you again?” Danny questioned me.
-“I really don’t know” I admited, adding –“Hopefully soon... I need you.”
-“I need you too, Eric” Danny confessed, and continued –“But of course – you’ll be very busy now... Eurovision, new album, upcoming summer tour and... Molly.”
-“Molly... I hate that part when I am forced to lie to her, cheat on her and pretend that... you know.”
-“Yes, I know, Eric. I hate that too, when I am forced to lie to Janna. But what can we do?”
-“Escape!!!” I suggested
-“Where? To vegas?” Danny asked, grinning.
-“Yes, why not?”
-“Eric, are you proposing to me?”
-“Sure, Danny – but I don’t have a ring, Molly took them all.”
We both laughed, and Danny gave me a warm hug.
-“I’m so sorry, Eric” He said, -“I see how much pain this relationship, well, not exactly – I mean... the lies, and the pretence caused by our relationship, you are feeling. I see it in your eyes.
I know how much you worry about Molly, about me, about Janna...
I feel all the stress, all the pressure it is causing to you.
I’m so sorry about it, Really. I wish I could do something, but I just don’t know what I c...”
I interrupted him, I had to do it – I did not want him to feel bad and guilty for something that wasn’t his own fault, it was our decision.
Besides, it was also bothering him – maybe even more than it bothered me, I could tell from his expression. Janna, I have to admit, is more important to him – then Molly for me. Furthermore, lies and pretence is something that Danny cannot stand – I know it.
But he will never say it – because he doesn’t want to hurt my feelings.
But he will never say it – because he doesn’t want to hurt my feelings.
-“Stop it, Danny... it’s not your fault” I said.
-“Alright, Eric... We will stop this useless discussion, since it eventually will not lead to a solution. Let’s just leave all our problems behind and focus on our feelings.
We have each other, after all?
I promise you, Eric, that I will always be there for you – that you can tell me anything, and that I will never hurt you, boy.
We will be fighting for our love, no?
It is worth all the pain, I think.
Ehhh... and maybe, one day, we will be finally free to live our lives – and will need no longer to pretend, maybe...” He said, and sighed.
-“Yes, Danny... maybe” I said in response.
I had to admit that I really doubted it, but why not let the hope be? Why let it die? I said to myself.
Danny made me feel hope, he made me believe.
We smiled at each other for a long priceless moment, then, Danny kissed me – I kissed him back.
-“Now, get dressed” Danny ordered me, and added –“I’m not an angel. I don’t know for how long I will be able to resist temptation...” and winked.
Same story again – Eric, I mean, me – turned totally red and almost fainted.
-“Yes, sir” I answered finally, stood up, grabed my clothes and got dressed.
We agreed we will be regulary calling, texting, and e-mailing each other. Whenever we both will have a free time – we will be meeting each other at one of Stockholm
Lies and game of pretence, obviously, were necessary here. Avoiding stress and pain – seemed to be impossible. But our love was worth it, and we will be fighting for it.
When I got back home, Molly was sitting on the sofa, sorrounnded by dozen shopping bags, that were probably filled with clothes, jewelery, chocolate – and of course: Teddy Bears! Oh, lord, how we will survive without Teddy bears? I thought to myself and grinned.
As soon as she had seen me, she stood up, went toward me – and gave me a kiss, I , of course, kissed her back.
Danny does it better I admited to myself.
-“Got over the hangover?” She asked me, and giggled.
-“Yes, ma’am!” I replied, and cracked a smile. –“How was your shopping trip?” I asked, tough from the number of the shopping bags – I could tell it was very succsessful.
-“Great” She responded, and immediately started showing me what she had bought.
I tried to look interested and excited, feeling guilty for the masquerade, and the fact that I cheated on her with... her friend, Danny.
Danny, who was probably acting things over with Janna now.
Yes, I said to myself and sighed quietly, that’s the beginning of our new life.
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