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Chapter Nine – “Screamin’ On Top Of The World”
Days passed, weeks passed, months passed – the pain was still the same. Nothing had really changed.
Crazy rehearsing my number for the Eurovision. Spending hours in the studio with my friend, Jason – writing and recording music. Going home, and lying to Molly than I look the way I look; dead on my feet, lifeless and heartbroken because I am exhausted because of work.
She believed it, at least I thought she did.
I came back home, after I had finished the rehersals and the studio session.
When I entered home, I openned the door, and I heard that Molly was talking to someone from the Sallon, since there was no second voice – I guessed it was on the phone.
When I entered home, I openned the door, and I heard that Molly was talking to someone from the Sallon, since there was no second voice – I guessed it was on the phone.
-“Danny, tell me, what the hell is wrong with him? I can’t stand it anymore!” Molly said.
What? What is wrong with who? What she can’t stand? Danny? What Danny? Was Molly talking to Danny? Why? A lot of unanswered questions were floating in my mind. “What the fuck is going on here?” I whispered to myself.
-“Don’t tell me you don’t know, I have a feeling you do. There is a reason while Eric’s face is full of pain whenever he hears your name! Don’t lie to me!” Molly replied to... Danny.
Then I understood everything. Really, Eric, who do you think you were fooling? Probably only yourself I thought.
-“What happened between you? Why aren’t you talking to each other anymore?” Molly demanded him on the phone, and added: -“I remember how you used to spend so much time together, and now... What happened? Did you guys fight?”
Molly wasn’t living in outer space as I thought, she noticed every little thing. She knew I was lying to her about my “lifeless” mood, and she guessed why – Danny, and she was damn right all the way long.
Lord, why am I the only person in this planet to be wrong?
-“Nothing happened? Then talk to Eric!” Molly screamed. This girl was screaming at Danny because of me, I don’t deserve it – she is really too good for me.
-“What do you mean ‘you can’t’, the hell you can! Danny! Please! I’m asking you as a friend.... as a cousin.... Eric is important to me, and I have a sense that what is going on with him, has something to do with you, yes, YOU!”
And I must say that her senses didn’t let her down, again.
-“Danny, please....” Molly said now, almost whispered, in a broken voice.
I felt a strong twitch of guilt, I was trying hard to not make her suffer, but she was suffering all the time. “I am so pathetic” I whispered to myself. Molly continued: -“Danny, I will never tell Eric you spoke to me, I swear you can trust me... I just want to help Eric” She added in a broken voice.
Silence.
-“No, Danny! Wait... Danny no!” Molly said, and threw the phone away – it landed on the ground, and survived somehow.
Then, she sat on the ground and started crying.
What should I do? I asked myself.
Go on – to Molly?
Calm her, tell her I will improve – well, lie, because I will not.
This broken heart will not be fixed...
Tell her that I love her?
When I love someone else more.
When I love someone else more.
Someone else who doesn’t care about me...
But if I will... I will have to explain her everything, everything about my relationship with Danny... I can’t, I can’t!
It was enough for me, I didn’t now what to do. The thoughts of Danny made every piece of my heart ache again, but this time it was 1 000th times stronger.
I wanted ro run, to escape. I wanted to be alone, on the edge of the word – on top of the world. All alone, completely by myself – me, myself and... my pain.
Molly... oh well, I’m going to hurt it her again now
The good part of it is that she doesn’t know I am here, not yet I thought, and added in my mind But she will, If I keep on standing here... If Molly sees me now, she will find out everything – she is smart, it will take her 10 seconds exactly to understand what happened between me and Danny. She is way more observe than I gave her credit for, furthermore – my heartbroken look says it all. “I have to go” I whispered to myself, and ran away back, from my own house to my own car.
I drove away as fast as I could.
Leaving everything behind.
Days passed, weeks passed, months passed – the pain was still the same. Nothing had really changed.
Crazy rehearsing my number for the Eurovision. Spending hours in the studio with my friend, Jason – writing and recording music. Going home, and lying to Molly than I look the way I look; dead on my feet, lifeless and heartbroken because I am exhausted because of work.
She believed it, at least I thought she did.
I came back home, after I had finished the rehersals and the studio session.
When I entered home, I openned the door, and I heard that Molly was talking to someone from the Sallon, since there was no second voice – I guessed it was on the phone.
When I entered home, I openned the door, and I heard that Molly was talking to someone from the Sallon, since there was no second voice – I guessed it was on the phone.
-“Danny, tell me, what the hell is wrong with him? I can’t stand it anymore!” Molly said.
What? What is wrong with who? What she can’t stand? Danny? What Danny? Was Molly talking to Danny? Why? A lot of unanswered questions were floating in my mind. “What the fuck is going on here?” I whispered to myself.
-“Don’t tell me you don’t know, I have a feeling you do. There is a reason while Eric’s face is full of pain whenever he hears your name! Don’t lie to me!” Molly replied to... Danny.
Then I understood everything. Really, Eric, who do you think you were fooling? Probably only yourself I thought.
-“What happened between you? Why aren’t you talking to each other anymore?” Molly demanded him on the phone, and added: -“I remember how you used to spend so much time together, and now... What happened? Did you guys fight?”
Molly wasn’t living in outer space as I thought, she noticed every little thing. She knew I was lying to her about my “lifeless” mood, and she guessed why – Danny, and she was damn right all the way long.
Lord, why am I the only person in this planet to be wrong?
-“Nothing happened? The talk to Eric!” Molly screamed. This girl was screaming at Danny because of me, I don’t deserve it – she is really too good for me.
-“What do you mean ‘you can’t’, the hell you can! Danny! Please! I’m asking you as a friend.... as a cousin.... Eric is important to me, and I have a sense that what is going on with him, has something to do with you, yes, YOU!”
And I must say that her senses didn’t let her down, again.
-“Danny, please....” Molly said now, almost whispered, in a broken voice.
I felt a strong twitch of guilt, I was trying hard to not make her suffer, but she was suffering all the time. “I am so pathetic” I whispered to myself. Molly continued: -“Danny, I will never tell Eric you spoke to me, I swear you can trust me... I just want to help Eric” She added in a broken voice.
Silence.
-“No, Danny! Wait... Danny no!” Molly said, and threw the phone away – it landed on the ground, and survived somehow.
Then, she sat on the ground and started crying.
What should I do? I asked myself.
Go on – to Molly?
Calm her, tell her I will improve – well, lie, because I will not.
This broken heart will not be fixed...
Tell her that I love her?
When I love someone else more.
When I love someone else more.
Someone else who doesn’t care about me...
But if I will... I will have to explain her everything, everything about my relationship with Danny... I can’t, I can’t!
It was enough for me, I didn’t now what to do. The thoughts of Danny made every piece of my heart ache again, but this time it was 1 000th times stronger.
I wanted ro run, to escape. I wanted to be alone, on the edge of the word – on top of the world. All alone, completely by myself – me, myself and... my pain.
Molly... oh well, I’m going to hurt it her again now
The good part of it is that she doesn’t know I am here, not yet I thought, and added in my mind But she will, If I keep on standing here... If Molly sees me now, she will find out everything – she is smart, it will take her 10 seconds exactly to understand what happened between me and Danny. She is way more observe than I gave her credit for, furthermore – my heartbroken look says it all. “I have to go” I whispered to myself, and ran away back, from my own house to my own car.
I drove away as fast as I could.
Leaving everything behind.
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